The thing is, I know that most people don't love that they're single. They only say that, I know I did. You really would rather be with someone, I know that. You're bitter towards the ones who aren't as alone as you are, that is true. All of which you can deny, but realize you're only saying that to yourself...everyone else knows the truth. I don't care that you are that way, god knows I am too. It's just a little rough once you realize how long its been or how alone you actually do feel because I know that when you've come to that realization its kinda helpless. Helpless in the sense you can't do anything about it. Realize my situation is a little different, I'm gay and this isn't a prime area for that. I hate even bitching about it to anyone because god I know what goes through that person's mind: "He can't stand on his on" "He's desperate" "He isn't good enough". Realize this, I can stand on my own...I'm emotionally stronger than you all think. I'm not desperate, if I was I would settle for just anyone but I don't. And I'm not not good enough, I know my positives and my negatives which I think balance out. Really all I want to say is I'm sick of being single and its not because I want sex because god knows I'm not like that and it's not because I want the title of "in a relationship", it's a simple reason of that I feel alone. I didn't write this to beg for someone or for people to know I'm open. I did it because it helps to write things down, and I did it because I know people don't really understand sometimes about people. (There is a view count on LiveJournal so I do know that people do read this, a good amount of people actually, just saying)

P.s.- I want to recommend the book The Secret to everyone, it's seriously changed my life.